I always dream small because I don’t think I am capable of dreaming big. I always shut down myself when I think of all the possibilities because I don’t want to be disappointed. Until—you came. You were able to show me how to dream—big enough for me to be excited about what lies ahead. You …
This is why we can’t be together…
This is why we can’t be together… I know what I want;while you’re still figuring things out It is not just the meeting of the eyes;but I want a meeting of minds. It’s not just conversationsbut a deeper kind of connection;the one that transcends beyond words and silences. I don’t want to play safe or …
I left—and you let me…
Who’s braver? The one who leaves or the one who stays? Every day, I always ask that myself. Am I brave because I was the one who left? Or I could have been braver if I stayed, instead. But when will you draw the line between wanting to leave or wanting to stay? Am I …
You’ve done more than enough…
You’ve done more than enough. If you think otherwise, then remember how you work hard, day and night, just to provide what they need. Remember how you’ve bent your rules at times just so you can accommodate their happiness. Remember those sleepless nights, the prayer you’ve silently uttered—pleading heaven to spare them from pain. Remember …
Did we make it?
DID WE MAKE IT?I wish I had the affirmative answer to that—but unfortunately, we didn’t. Did I regret meeting you?No. I would never regret an experience that once made me who I am today. I always believe that we meet people at a time when we need them the most. And I guess the universe …
What am I here for?
Some days,I just want to crawl back in bed.Seek comfort in my pillows,Hide all my pain as I wrap myselfwith my blanket. Some,I feel like I am trying so hardto reach the next step—but I stillfind myself at the same old spot. Other days,I don’t want the sun to shine,because I am not done seeking …
“EXIT SIGN”
Like how it is in a movie scene, I see every part of you right before me—in slow motion. Your eyes smiling, you laugh heartily, your hands on your left chest—feeling your own heartbeat, almost with abandon—all because you couldn’t contain your happiness. You are a joy to watch.You are a reflection of everything in …
I found the words to say…
I found the words to say… In every broken penthat bleeds and leaves a mark. In a broken clockthat reminded me—it’s okay to stop. In a broken mirrorthat still reflects the beautyof a broken soul. I found the words to say—in the countless times you lied,in saying your sorry hundred of timesthat it became now …
You’ve given me the apology that I needed years ago…
𝒀𝒐𝒖’𝒗𝒆 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒑𝒐𝒍𝒐𝒈𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓𝒔 𝒂𝒈𝒐. Too late, but thank you still… Remembering it all now, I’d say—you could’ve saved me. You have cost me a lot. A heartbreak that I didn’t want, A chaos that I could’ve avoided, A mistake that I brought to myself just because I trusted you …
I don’t know what they mean when they say I won’t see you ever again
𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒎𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒔𝒂𝒚 𝑰 𝒘𝒐𝒏’𝒕 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏. I don’t know how to do that, and if I ever learn the ways, I don’t want to do them. How can they say—I can feel you still? I can smell you still, but I can’t see you in the …