๐๐๐โ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐.
Too late, but thank you still…
Remembering it all now, Iโd sayโyou couldโve saved me.
You have cost me a lot.
A heartbreak that I didnโt want,
A chaos that I couldโve avoided,
A mistake that I brought to myself just because I trusted you with all my heart.
I was too naive to believe and trust that all love is gentle, yet, youโve opened my eyes to the harsh realities of it.
I was so excited to share my life and dreams with you, but I was not prepared for the nightmare I had to go through.
You couldโve saved me the whole process of wondering why, waiting for you to come back, and at least give me the closure I knew I deserved.
I was hoping, praying, even begging heaven for your apology, thinking it might unbroken meโฆ
But there was none. Instead, I had to learn to apologize to myselfโfor you.
I had to apologize and forgive myself so I could start picking up the pieces.
I had to apologize and forgive you so I can slowly move forward.
๐๐ง๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ก๐๐ญ๐๐ฏ๐๐ซ ๐ซ๐๐๐ฌ๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ง๐จ๐ฐ, ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฌ๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐ฉ๐จ๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐โ๐๐๐๐๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐๐ฅ๐ฌ๐โ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ง๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ, ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ง ๐ ๐๐จ.
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